as usual, ages since i last blogged. had a tiring day at work yesterday, with the pub packed! like ARGH. hope its not so packed tonight bahs. if not im so going to have one hell of time working. besides, time seems to crawl last night. after what seems like a life time, time just passed by say, half an hour. and oh, did i mention its my friends birthday today? ha. happy birthday!


its going to be my birthday 2 days later! like, omg so excited!! do i look convincing enough? ha. am i too mean? i had this friend of mine, whom knew my birthday and wished me happy birthday. but i told her something kinda mean. no doubt i gave it alot of serious thoughts before i sended that message, but still, i feel mean. i know you do read the craps i write every now and then, so i would to express my thoughts here. sorry for being so mean, but i DO want my present, the one i told you. thanks. cool. now ny heart aches so much i realise you still matter.


WX, i heard you have difficulty walking up the stairs. give it time alright? im sure you would be as fit as before. like what they say, when theres a will, theres a way. take care alright? all the best.

i din blog for like, uncountable days huh. to start off, i want to share my joy with whoever is reading, if theres any. hahs. i won from soccer betting! although its only hundred plus, still i won!! hahs. im so going to buy a gucci bag next thurs. and, im going to quit smoking when i finish my current pack. alot of people says i cant, but if i can stop myself to think of the girl i loved the most, whats this. hahs. i readt a touching loving story from a persons blog, and the story goes like this. a guy loved this girl alot and folded a thousand paper cranes for her. and of course, they got together. however, one day, the girl said she see no future with the guy, and told him shes leaving him for another country for good. after she left, he worked hard to prove he will not be a nobody forever. years later, true enough, he had his own company, a car, whatever you named to be a successful person. while drving one day, he saw 2 familiar faces and he recognised them as the girls parents. he followed them to a cemetary, and out of curiosity, he got off his car and followed them. to his surprise, he saw the love of his life, smilling at him. but that smile comes from a photo on the tombstone. it turned out she knew she had numbered days, and decided to leave him so as not to stop him from being succesful.


this story is so touching la! like, omg. hahs. and oh, did i mention im no longer with any girls from my pub? i switched from girls to girls so as to forget her, but now i realised maybe i had already done it. so i decided not to bad to any girls, so.. im single! ha. and oh, when i din reply you, it doesnt mean i don wanna message you. it just means somehow, i hope you will message me again. ha. kay, enough of these nonsense. im going to bed soon.


WX, keep going alright? i know youre getting more and more better as days goes by, and im confident one day you would recover fully. god bless, bro.

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with a blink of eye, its the start of nov. gentle reminder, my birthday is coming! ha, but i think i would be working at that day, so.. anyway i never really celebrated my birthday, so i guess its ok. seriously, i hate those collegues of mine, do nothing whole night but flirt with customer, like wth. worse still, one of them is named cybel. ccb right. fark it man. all my past post is so educated, but this is going to be a exception. seriously, ccb sia, to add it on, when she write her initials on her order slip, she will write bel. CCB LA. seriously. although shes out of my life, my heart still wringes when i see that initial. but i realised im a real violent person. i told her, eh cb you can don put bel anot, put cy la. than she ask why, and i replied no why, i don care, i see one time bel you kena one time. you want you can try. LOL. than she really never write bel liao. but i feel so bad, imposing on others when its my own problem.


work nowadays is getting inscreasingly fun, as i bonded closer with my collegues. and know what, alot of customer knows my name even though i don know them. see, thats what happen when youre good looking. HA. no la. i think its cause im the only singapore waiter on floor, as the rest is at bar. its 8 plus am now, and still i don feel tired. but i hate the drunk feeling, which im having now. damn neusating. ARGH. kay thats all, im going to bed.



WX, that time i wanted go find you, but you are not at princess. hmmm. next time alright? when im free and youre there. so long bro, take good care of yourself.

another week has passed just like that. these few days are cool, with alot of new friends and bonding with collegues. first time in my life i feel so young. how i hate im only 19 this year, because alot of girls working in my pub is 20 plus. ha! like yesterday, a girl asked me how old i am, when she got to know im only 19, she said, oh. bo bian los, than youre my di di. ARGH. hahs. and oh, i hate how my gf will get drunk, than i must send her home. imagine, after a long day, i still must send her home. worst still, she stayed with the other girls, and they will always make fun of us. another ARGH. hahs, kay enough of ranting, time for so happy news. its my friend`s birthday few days back, and we went to the movies, the jennifer`s body. i swear the show`s a blast! cool actors, fantastic storyline, and suspending ending. 5 thumps up for that! hahs.


although i just sended her home, im starting to miss her. i miss you girl. hahs.



WX, im going to be on off soon, hope i can find you at princess then. i would fufil my promise and lets smoke together outside okay? take care xiong di.

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