work these few days had been rather easy, with the crowd level low. however, i realised the lower the crowd level, the boring it is. so, im together with a collegue of mine, with her 5 years older than me. ha. but alot of my collegues know about it, to my dismay. because i originally wanted to keep it low profiled. but,well. but the most embarassing moment is when i and her hugged goodbye and our collegue bumped into us. than he say, eh our company girl don anyhow hor. ha. thats the most embarassing moment. hmm. hooked onto the song The Hotel California. you guys can go check it out. the lyrics could be releated to many things, many thought its drug addiction. but to me, its more about love. i like this phrase the most. - you can check out anytime you like, but you can never leave. its just like saying you can quit the game of love with this person anytime, but you would never leave this game, with you returning again. cool isnt it.


had the sudden inspiration to talk about conservation of our environment. we have been causing damage to our globe unknowillingly. leading to the significant damage to the ozone layer. like what i believe, we would not be the 1st race to be extinct, but whats shocking is we are destroying ourself knowillingly.


WX, heard you have been playing dota this couple of weeks. glad to see youre becoming stronger. shall meet you soon, we would smoke outside together, remember? so long, bro.

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let me start off my post with what happened these few days. i just had my off day, and honestly my off day sucked. i slept my off day off, and woke up in the middle of the night with a empty stomach. argh. and oh, i kinda hate my work now, but i now i will miss it if i quit it. argh. and did i mention i must wait till the 30th of this month for my pay? argh

and i saw how money makes the world go round just now. theres this girl whose considered my collegue, cause shes those who acc customers to drink de. we can be considered quite close, and we often chatted, with sigh laungages and stuff. hmm. cause of the nature of her job, she had to get quite close with those guys, and i can tell she really hate it. if not for the fact we cant really communciate well, and im going ns soon, and of course, shes older than me. i think shes around 23-24, i would go for her. ha.

girl, im sending my love for you to the grave. thanks for making me strong.


i got to hang out with most of the sk people these few days, except for kim seng and kelvin. eh you two hor, better come sk more often hor. miss you two la. knn. and you this cb kel, stop playing break and patch with eunice le la. and you ar, cb eunice, keep break break for what. damn bu ji li one leh. i want go you two de wedding dinner la. see la, waste so much space of my blog to talk about you two. hahas. kay la, sk people all take care loads. got time and energy than go find you all los.

WX, are you in better spirits now? bet you are. had been asking around for your news, so, really hope you can get better. everyone had obstacles in life, and yours is exceptionally big. all i wanna say is, youre really brave. kudos to you, and your strive in life. take care alot alright?

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lets do some recap. this week is a gruelling week for me, as i worked from mon to sun, seven consecutive days. tomorrow is going to be my eighth consecutive days, and hopefully i can know when is my off day. if not, im so going to fall. ha. got to know some cool people at the pub, with the most outstanding being a 33 year old guy. he doesnt know his age, and to be honest, no one would doubt if he were to say hes barely half over 20. been drinking quite abit these few days, and i hate the feeling of working while being half whisked. argh. i guess the mono life of working after my sleep, sleeping after my work and the reverse of the time i worked made me more bad tempered. been quite succesful in my strive to quit smoking, with me smoking less than five sticks everyday.


did i ever bring it up that one of the girls whom acc customers to drink looks like HER? seriously, i would say they are close to splitting image of each other. i guess its cause both of them comes thai. well, SHE is half thai, and my so called collegue is pure thai. thus the resemblance. she kinda made me hate work as seeing her reminds me of HER. down with some cough and flu, and hopefully i would feel better soon. i just started on this job, and i don feel like taking mc.



sometimes, when im alone at home, i would start praying, ironically, as im a buddhist. WX, glad that youre getting better with time, and hope this would not stop. same goes to my praying for you. get better and better, and till then, im sure you would have no problems recovering, god bless.

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i would like to start off with million of thanks to my friends. when i first started writing on this blog, it was just a diary for me to reminsce after time goes by. but now, to my surprise, most of my friends came to know the existence of this blog. they are friends i know for what seems like most of my life, and seriously, i would say my life would be much more dull without them. Bedok Sk, a place where i spent most of my time at, be it doing stuff from simply slacking to having alot of fun. its not that easy to have friends you can trust on, and to me, im considered the lucky ones to have such. the strong bond to this place is such that whenever i finish work or on my way to work, i would take a look to see who is there. most of them had just finished their exams, so im here to extend my luck. lucks to those who had their exams.

my life suck now, ha. from working 8 - 5 am, i would sleep at around 10 am and wake up at 6 pm. and i have to start preparing for work. shucks for that. but of course, my job is not that tedious. and oh, im going for ns at nineth march next year. ARGH. as days goes by, i cant help but keep thinking about it. how is it going to be like? can i adapt to it? but still, nothings going to change the fact i have to serve that national bond. hmmm.


WX, so you had been discharged huh. i have no off days this week, but once my off days comes, imma visit you. hope youre leading a good life now, at least you can feel the warmth at home again, instead of the nonstalgic hosp. thanks for the answered prayers, and may god bless.

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well, several days flashed by just like that. its my friends birthday yesterday, so, happy birthday. ha. went down to celebrate and slacked, but my fatigue is too much for me to handle and the fact that i have work today make me go home earlier. and oh, did i mention im working in a pub at east coast now? the environment is kinda cool, with bombastic music and cool dancers. ha.

this few days, i`ve been thinking whats the ultimate purpose of living. when we are young, we would yearn to be older and start working. ironically, when we are working, we start missing the good old days at school. thats human, i guess. wanthing the best of both worlds. having irregular meals lately, leading me having gastric. its not exactly a awful feeling, just the slight discomfort near abdominal. and its acting up now. ha.

9838, i missed you so. ha.


WX, im going to visit you soon, and till then, please get well. hope to see a revitalised you when i go to the hosp again alright? take care, god bless.

Labels: this 5 words i swear to you.

cool. i din update for like, ages. in a short blink of eye, its oct now, getting to the end of this eventful and complicated year. alot of changes to my life in this short year, mostly not that pleasant.

today i went to some hall where the ashes of my releative is placed at. coincidentally, its the same place as the one my friend marcus is at. stepping into the place reminds me of the day when a dozen of us walks in with heavy and solemn feet, accompanying him for his last journey in life. hes just a 19 year old guy, with dreams no different with all hot blooded young man out there, to get a bike license, to complete his ite. hes a talented artise, and no one who saw his works of art could deny the fact that he is born for this. thinking of what his sis said at his blog, i cant help but feel affected. furthermore, one of my bro is in hospital right now due to some injures to his brain. these two incident made me see how fragile life could be. no one could safely say how long more he could live. but thats human nature aint it? everyone wants to go to heaven, but no one wants to die. in the end i couldnt manage to find my friends tablet. however, hope hes having a good time in the eternal world.

im having two jobs now, another being a waiter at haji lane selling shi shas and drinks. i got this job after going there to slack out. hahs. hmm.. its a kinda easy job, and the people there are cool. pretty girls, loud music. hah. its weekend tomorrow, and a week just flashed by like that. singaprore`s ever changing weather is kinda making me sick. coughing, sneezing. whats more? ha

WX, imma visit you soon again. till than, get strong and well aight? im still waiting to smoke outside with you, so get back on your feets soon. tell me youre fine, tell me youre strong enough for all this, and recover soon, please. till than, god bless

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