cool, so i started work officially today. because the 1st day i start work, i worked for half day only. and i had my off on tues! so i got to work from wed to sun non stop. cool or what. sometimes, thing that happen abruptly can be so cool. my collegues are cool, and friendly. well, being polite is somewhat in our rule. like, HA. they provide good meals for staffs, so i think im going to be fatter, and my pecs are so going to be gone. argh. boo for that. hurray for im able to knock off in time! just so you know, i heard from the rest of my collegues that they normally knock off late. this is going to be the last job i have cause im not going to get myself fired or whatsoever.


girl, if you told me im the one, i would hold your hand so ever tightly and never let go. but i know its not going to be me isnt it. and oh, i saw this super hot girl while working la! her enticing eyes and femine like smile. my god. and her dressing sense is so up to date. no man would not drool at the sight of her, and i mean it, like OMG. ha. kay, enough of her. *fantasy girl* look who said enough. ha!

lie to me and say u love me alright? lie to me and say u miss me. it doesnt matter. really. even if its just a lie. its enough to last me a life time. i don need a thousand ily in a joking tone. i just need a serious ily from you. if i could go back in time, i would cherish you. and treat you like never other. but oh. going back in time is some stupid story stupid humans say to lie to their fucking self.

wx, get well please. a serious please with my knees on the ground. get back kicking, and safe. im glad your condition seems to be better. and yet, i hate myself. idk why. bro, wo zhen de hen xi wang ni kuai yi dian hao qi lai. hao bu hao?

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